Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Highlight of 2013 !



AlhamduLiLLah syukur ke hadrat Allah dengan Limpah dan Kurnianya dapat menempuh dugaan dan rintangan sepanjang tahun 2013 ni. 

Bersyukur dengan segala rezeki yang telah Engkau limpahkan kerana Kesenangan dan Keberkatan Mu amat terasa dihati.

1. January 2013

it was a nervous month for me because i had my presentation for Job Confirmation.



2. February 2013

yeay!! i got my Job eventhough it still in probationary stage but i will try hard to sustain in this industry. and at this moment i lost something that i have appreciate it for the last five years. its okay, we lost something and gain something

3. march 2013

My cousin got married! urrghh it the day i start to think to get married too and suddenly i can think it is not easy to move on on the next stage

4. April 2013

i lost my grip i lost my mind and i am so fragile at this point. dont want to remember

5. May 2013

my New resolution is created! i want to get in shape back in 2008 !! and i try hard ! so hard but by today i end up , i gain 10kg more ! i am so upsad so that i will to continue the resolution in 2014!



6. June 2013 

aha . . in May! mmm there is a lot of untold story but i remember that one of that is i start to be a tuition teacher! because i end up in high cost living area so that i need to gain more income





7. July 2013

yeaayyyy . . . dapat tahu Note 3 nak keluar n pasang azam dan niat nak beli lalu sampai hari nie tak dapat lagi makanya jgn tanya saya lagi ade ke tak whats app . .

ramadhan yang ke 24

8. August 2013

Happy merdeka day malaysia n happy hari raya

the happy part is i got my confirmation! Alhamdullillah =) Thanks Ya Allah kerana memberi peluang ini =). 

9. September 2013

start to sibuk with aina's Wedding, meet up with Gf at artie's place =)




10. October 2013

Yeaaayyyyh . .. aina got married! if im not mistaken lah kan kan!!!! ahahaha.. n first time for of us travel together by flight and i remember that i didnt blog about it yet!!! yeaahh i forgot!!! Aina got hitch on 25 of October so that, Me Artie Echa n BuLbuL when to terengganu together n much help from couzie, everything when so well =)


11. November 2013

Yeaaayyyyh . .. my very first Annual Dinner =) ahaks.. rasa macam macam.. aha.. n yet i did not blog about it.. i think i need to do throwback =)

12. december 2013 

Echa got hitch!!! here some picture








And also i finish my new year with my first bonus ever !!!

toodles 2013!

will do a lot more in 2014

pray for syria n pray for Malaysia too =)

aaa.. nak tulis lagi tapi nak balik rumah dah =((


Monday, December 16, 2013

Relakan Jiwa | Relakah ?



Kusangka hidupku

Selamanya kelam
Terbelenggu ikatan tanpa manisnya cinta
*Hidup tanpa Redha Allah itu lebih tersiksa dari hidup tanpa cinta Manusia*

Memaksa diriku
Menapaki jalan
Arah yang tak pernah ku mahu dalam hatiku
*jalan yang bukannya lurus tanpa Dia*

Kini kau pun hadir
Memberi cahaya
Membangunkan ku dari suramnya mimpi ngeri
Menuntun hatiku ke palung asmara
Seakan ku hidup kembali dari matiku
*masih ada juga kasihan terhadap hambanya lalu diberikan peluang kedua untuk berubah untuk mencintai Dia yang satu*

Engkaulah cinta
Yang selama ini aku cari

Ku Relakan Jiwa
Tuk menjadi penghuni dalam sangkar hatimu
Kerna engkaulah nadi yang menghidupkan aku
Yang mampu melarutkian setiap sepi hatiku

Hati bukan untuk dimiliki
Tapi untuk dicinta dan mencintai

Kurelakan jiwaku padamu

Seandainya waktu
Tak pernah pertemukan aku dengan dirimu
Akan kubiarkan mati hatiku selamanya
Sehingga kau datang membangunkan aku



  

Thursday, December 05, 2013

Should i or not ?


hari ini im all alone in the office, i mean yesterday yes thursday n now i am out of the office because my kazen would like to come !

suddenly the plan is change

we cant watch the hunger game 2.. 

urgggg .. how i miss to watch movie in the cinema!



the plan was delayed maybe next week because of the cuaca is unpredictale now days

but im so happy kl is raining like this

it seems like the raindrop is the snow flake but yet its not coold enough to turn the raindrop to the snowflake

ahaks

ok 

ok

n today i decide to move out from my parent house

to rent somewhere 

but dont know where yet

i could rent a house but yet

the financial will be so tight so that i need to do 2 jobs!

can i do it next year ?? just like begining of 2013?

it just to cover my rental

should i move out from my parent house?


maybe its the time because 

someday 

i need to find a house to have a life with future hasben


today

there is one house 

near new mrt station


O  . . i still has doubt . .


should i??

hmmm


ok lets end it . .



my new obsession

not really new

i already try this quilling stuff long ago during my study time with my beloved rummate aina n kak syida


because of we are not really creative..

be cant produce anything.. ahaha



i really admire miyyah!

her work is so amazing subhanallah !

so tiddy!!

wish to have this n just like this!!


actually 


i have a lots of new obsession or so called dreaming about a lot of thing and i really wish my dream come true!


i have a lot of thing in my wish list now!!

really and too much 

i think i cant fullfill to have all in the wish list until im 60!

aha.. 

but i really wish n really really wish to make them come true!!



most important is







im not really ready to move in 2014!


clock please ticking sLowLy!
 

Monday, December 02, 2013