end 2012

SaLam aLaik !

Alhamdulillah! Alhamdulillah! Syukur yang tak terhingga kepada Allah kerana akhirnya berakhir jua tahun 2012 in dengan penuh jaya nya . . kenapa lah ili cakap dengan jayanya eh?? Ok jap.. nak singkap balik semuanya by month kot tapi banyak yang tak ingat lah . . .

Yang pastinya :

1)    Graduation

Of coz lah best graduation.. selepas 4 tahun belajar, graduasi adalah hari yang sangat penting untuk diraikan. Semua usaha2 yang kita lakukan, 4 tahun dalam education field ni ( actually more than that kot.. umur 6 tahun-23 tahun blajar). Dari darjah satu sampai Universiti tu dah 17 tahun tau menghadap buku, gain knowledge and it’s the best thing ever in my life. So bila dah bergraduasini terasa macam syuuuuuuukuuuuuurr sangat2… Alhamdulillah!

2)    Cadet Trainee at Genting Plantations

Ni pon antara yang paliiiiiiiiiiing bertuah sangat dapat join cadet trainee ni.. walaupon tak terasa diri ini bagus, tapi rezeki yang Allah dah limpah kan kepada diri ni sangatlah berharga… ta tahu macam mana nak cakap berdyukurnya dapat masuk dunia plantations ni. Walaupon kali pertama presentations tak dapat job comfirmation and diextend until January 17^th , sekali lagi Allah bagi peluang untuk cuba mendapatkan jawatan kosong disini. Presentation kali kedua ni pada 7^th January 2013. . doakan semoga saya Berjaya dapat jawatan bersama dengan 2 orang lagi kawan saya. . Ya Allah.. mmg berharap sangat lah kitorang 3 orang ni diserap masuk dalam company nie =)

 

3)    Farewell Party

Farewell party 3^rd batch Biotechnology pertanian. . . walaupon just buat dekat PTM tapi sbenarnya sangat bermakna. Kerana .. kerana lepas 4 tahun kitorang jadik kelasmate.. dan setiap kali sem break, habis sem break kami akan jumpa muka-muka yang sama je . . tapi tahun 4 ni.. jamuan nya… bila habis.. balik umah dah ta jumpe bendaa2 yang same dah… dah taka da dah kelas.. dah takada dah kerusi bermeja… nak tido dalam kelas… n what I miss the most is. . the high speed wiiiiifiiiiiii…. I so miss my room.. block L 3-1-2 . . kot.. the best room, the best block ever!!

4)    Candat sotong

2^nd candat sotong memoirs with frens! Aha.. ni nak ketegory kan tak berape nak best but memorable .. tak best sebab sotong tak banyak dah.. memorable sbb best hang out ramai2…. Bercahayakan bulan yang terang dan bercerita pasal masa depan what will happen… ntah ntah ini candat sotong yang terakhir ke.. ape ke kan.. jadik kitorang pon deal nanti 2 tahun lagi kita dating tganu ramai2 untuk candat sotong

5)    Ladies day out!!!!!

Seroonoknya sebb spend masa dengan girlpren!!!! Best amat2.. hhihihi..

Nak cerita panjang tak boleh sbb dah abes waktu kerja dah nie… so how nak cerita panjang… aha.. see you next year!!

Raptai Konvokesyen kali ke 4

 

Bahagia rasanya dapat konvo. Setelah sekian Lama menantti untuk merasa konvo ni

jauh sungguh perjalanan kitorang nie..

Lepas 4 tahun blaja dan konvo kali ke 4

dari melaka-bahau-muadzam-k.Terengganu

bertoLak jam 10.15 malam

0730 pagi baru sampai

mandi2 jap tros ke UniSZA

amek jubah

Ingat tunjuk sLip n amek rupanya macam2 kene buat

and lastly dapat dah sticker kereta and kad jemputan

 Lepas dah amek sticker

tros bawak surat and amek jubah

banyak gila jubah dalam store.

tapi sayang

tak leh piLih2.. 

ahaha

 banyak kan?

and akak nii sibuk key in data b4 bg naju

 Le frenzy fren tyme raptai

tak best pon raptai ni.. tak test jalan pon lagi

and lastly LE BFF here... miahaha.... 
Jumpe lagi jap lagi!

my attire bought from : byfatinsuhana =)

  

LucKy Me!

  

akhirnya.. penantian untuk menonton Breaking dawn part 2 sudah berakhir.. semaLam bergegas ke cinema n que untuk beli tiket.. so gLAd sbb Line tak panjang... tengah nak carik wallet daLam beg suddenly kan.. ade plak a girl give me 2 ticket fre... so so lucky i save rm26 for the ticket.. and the sit is so good.. atas sekali dan sangat clear!!

the moment i step in the hall.. waaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuLL house kot! thanks again sbb dapat tiket free... akak tu cakap kawan dia tak dapat datang.. kitorang sampai kat cinema jam 7.42mlm n tros dapat tiket free.. mmg lucky sangat2...

ok ok

cerita sambungan ni sangat best n sangat sequence to the previous.. eventho bnyak scene dea cut out tapi tetap best... 80%sesempurna dengan novel..

tak leh nak tulis panjang..

gtg

MasyaAllah

 

This week was perhaps one of the hardest weeks the Ummah has seen for months. From the atrocities on our brothers and sisters in Gaza to the continuous killing and shelling in Syria, it truly makes one pause, take a step back, and think, 

"What can I do about all this?"

The response to the above question varies from one person to another and I've heard a range of responses from "Make Dua" to "Gain proper knowledge and raise good Muslim children". Yet, somehow these answers are not satisfactory; somehow these answers sound more like excuses to keep turning a blind eye and hope things get better or not truly reflect on what we can really do to help.

 Ask yourself this question: If you had your brother or sister or wife or child or father or mother among the people of Gaza today, what would you do for them?

Picture the situation and ask yourself the above question, then write down the answer and e-mail me back. 

I want to hear productive responses inshaAllah ;)

Sincerely,

iLI

After 3 month =)

 

Alhamdulillah... masih bertahan lagi di Genting Plantation ni.. selepas assement 3 month, markah pon dah kitorang dapat.. for those yang below 70 dinasihatkan untuk berhenti program training ni.. 

thank you Allah.. alhamdulillah.. markah atas pagar saja.. 72 markah.. dan masih boleh teruskan perjuangan untuk merebut pekerjaan kat office ni.. and thank god 3 of us is stay here... 2 of my friend dah di offer for employment.. ceit.. kalah tipis dengan markah.. beza hanya 3 markah kerna test 1 and test 2 beliau lagi tinggi dari gua!! namun markah presentation and interactie session gua paling tinggi among 9 of us.. teehee~ i will improve and prepared for January assement plak..

stop of happiness

it was sad to said that 4 of us need to stop the traiing.. and we are so and very close here..

very. . .

never had such a good memory like this.. it more than everything ehen thing around is need to be hold on and keep on survive in new surrounding. .  doing a lots of thing with them is a very damm precious second in my past 3 month life... 

yet..

Bahagia is all i felt and 

i can only say Thank for the memory

once friends is always friend ohkey..

18 july 2012 is a date that we start to know each other... ada kawan dari sabah 2 orang and they are so nice! one of them is christian and not the roman catholic but i forgot the name la... ape eh..

she is so good and very religious.. i dont even know a person of other religious is so obey to he religion.. she is happy to leave gprc because she can go to the church every saturday.. yet deep inside her heart she sad to leave us -adlyn-

once had said to us 

" u are to close each other, how is when one of u us exec and other need to leave u"

hiyaaa..... that is thing should be think now....

y la

setiap pertemuan ade perpisahan..

im sad of that!

mungkin ade hikmah di sebalik..

hmmm hari tu kat al hidayah tv.3

ade bercakap mengenai hikmah

and i am totally agree with it..

indeed~

ok lah..

cook lunch wif umi..

daa..

heading back to meLaka after zohor..

esok azam baru

new me

new brand

new mind

new brain

and i hope

new attitude

 and...

wish to have

new smartphone~

very soon =)

weee... -> Low yat

i finally found. .

 

I finally found someone that knocks me off my feet

I finally found the one that makes me feel complete

We started over coffee, we started out as friends

It's funny how from simple things, the best things begin

This time it's different,

It's all because of you,

It's better than it's ever been

Depression atau kemurungan.

 

Kemurungan adalah masalh besar yang akan memberi kesan kepada populasi kehidupan kita dalam dunia ni. Kita akan menjadi murung bila kita terasa ada sesuatu yang lebih dari kita. Ini semua kerana perasaan ingin dan lebih dari orang lain.

  Despite the fact that there is nothing to be ashamed of, individuals who suffer from this condition usually bear it quietly for fear of the stigma of being labelled as having a mental incapacity. ISLAM ni bukan suatu agama je tapi islam ni also a complete way of life yang dah sediakan kita penyelesaian bagi setiap masalah kan, and depression is one problem the solution to which can be found in the teachings of Islam. I must stress here that I will not discuss anti-depressants as steps for walking out of depression, the reason being, I consider them to be more chemical than practical.

Speaking from personal knowledge and experience, we shall examine six ways of rising above the trials and tribulations of depression:

1.   Reciting Suratul Nas:

Basically, depression mostly consists of feelings of self-doubt and extremely low self-esteem which I can attribute to the deceptive whisperings of Shaitan. When one peruses through the meaning of Suratul Nas, you will notice it is mostly a prayer for protection from the whisperings of Shaitan. Consistently reciting Surah tul Nas, whenever feelings of self-doubts surface; will safeguard one from depression and uplift the mood of one who suffers from depression.

2.   Reciting the duas for overcoming anxiety and sorrow:

‘O Allaah, I am Your servant, son of Your servant, son of Your maidservant, my forelock is in Your hand, Your command over me is forever executed and Your decree over me is just. I ask You by every name belonging to You which You name Yourself with, or revealed in Your Book, or You taught to any of Your creation, or You have preserved in the knowledge of the unseen with You, that You make the Qur’aan the life of my heart and the light of my breast, and a departure for my sorrow and a release for my anxiety.’

and

‘O Allaah, I take refuge in You from anxiety and sorrow, weakness and laziness, miserliness and cowardice, the burden of debts and from being over powered by men'

3.   Take up or join a charitable cause:

It is a proven fact that giving one’s time to providing others with happiness by engaging in charitable causes also has an effect on a person’s mood, countenance and disposition. It’s a simple formula; you give happiness, you get happiness. A charitable cause in this sense need not be something huge in terms of financial consideration. It could be anything from volunteering at a nearby orphanage, soup kitchen, organizing a clothes collection to give to the needy or simply feeding one needy person with a meal a day. Once you start to put a smile on people’s faces, inshaAllah your mood will improve dramatically.

4.   Take walks and appreciate nature:

One major feature of depression is that it takes hold of sufferers and drains their mental vitality. It is common to find that depressed individuals lose the zeal to interact with people, recede into their own mental shells or confine themselves to their homes, thereby further plunging themselves into the hold of depression. Although it is not as easy as it seems, taking walks and appreciating nature will definitely uplift the spirit and lighten the mood. Speaking from personal experience, I can say seeing the beauty of Allah’s creation and appreciating things as simple as the interaction of birds in the sky, the scenery of the land can be a step towards walking out of depression.

5.   Start a new hobby:

As the English saying goes “An idle mind is the devil’s workshop.” If someone suffering from depression stays idle, while isolating himself from the world, then there is a greater chance of one spiraling deeper into depression. Starting a new hobby can also act as an effective barrier against depression. Hobbies such as reading a book, starting an interactive Islamic blog, exercising or reciting the Qur’an are all productive hobbies. I must stress here that listening to music, watching movies or engaging in other frivolous and non-rewarding are not hobbies in this case.

6.   Think about how easy your life is:

If all the aforementioned tips fail, then this will certainly jolt you out of your reverie. Think about what you’re going through and ask yourself “Can it in any way compare to what the Prophet Muhammad S.A.W (peace and blessings of Allāh be upon him)?” “Am I going through even 1% of what he went through?” He lost his parents at a very young age. He lost his wife and uncle at a time when he needed their support the most. He was persecuted by his kinsmen and banished from his own homeland. What on earth are you going through that even remotely compares to that?

I know fighting depression is not as easy as it sounds but inshaAllah, with determination and sincerity, the above steps will help in the fight to step out of it.

productivemuslim! thank you

   

Puasa Arafah | apa itu Puasa Arafah

Puasa Arafah adalah puasa yang  jatuh pada tanggal 9 Dzulhijjah. Puasa Arafah dinamakan demikian karena saat itu jamaah haji sedang wukuf di terik matahari di padang Arafah. Puasa Arafah ini dianjurkan bagi mereka yang tidak berhaji. Sedangkan yang berhaji tidak disyariatkan puasa ini.

Mengenai hari Arafah, Nabi shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam bersabda,

مَا مِنْ يَوْمٍ أَكْثَرَ مِنْ أَنْ يُعْتِقَ اللَّهُ فِيهِ عَبْدًا مِنَ النَّارِ مِنْ يَوْمِ عَرَفَةَ وَإِنَّهُ لَيَدْنُو ثُمَّ يُبَاهِى بِهِمُ الْمَلاَئِكَةَ فَيَقُولُ مَا أَرَادَ هَؤُلاَءِ

“Di antara hari yang Allah banyak membebaskan seseorang dari neraka adalah hari Arofah. Dia akan mendekati mereka lalu akan menampakkan keutamaan mereka pada para malaikat. Kemudian Allah berfirman: Apa yang diinginkan oleh mereka?” - (HR. Muslim)

Ibnu Rajab Al Hambali mengatakan,

Hari Arofah adalah hari pembebasan dari api neraka. Pada hari itu, Allah akan membebaskan siapa saja yang sedang wukuf di Arofah dan penduduk negeri kaum muslimin yang tidak melaksanakan wukuf. Oleh karena itu, hari setelah hari Arofah –yaitu hari Idul Adha- adalah hari ‘ied bagi kaum muslimin di seluruh dunia. Baik yang melaksanakan haji dan yang tidak melaksanakannya sama-sama akan mendapatkan pembebasan dari api neraka dan ampunan pada hari Arofah.” (Lathoif Al Ma’arif, 482)

Mengenai keutamaan puasa Arafah disebutkan dalam hadits Abu Qotadah, Nabi shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallambersabda,

صِيَامُ يَوْمِ عَرَفَةَ أَحْتَسِبُ عَلَى اللَّهِ أَنْ يُكَفِّرَ السَّنَةَ الَّتِى قَبْلَهُ وَالسَّنَةَ الَّتِى بَعْدَهُ وَصِيَامُ يَوْمِ عَاشُورَاءَ أَحْتَسِبُ عَلَى اللَّهِ أَنْ يُكَفِّرَ السَّنَةَ الَّتِى قَبْلَهُ

“Puasa Arafah dapat menghapuskan dosa setahun yang lalu dan setahun akan datang. Puasa Asyura (10 Muharram) akan menghapuskan dosa setahun yang lalu.” (HR. Muslim).

Ini menunjukkan bahwa puasa Arafah adalah di antara jalan untuk mendapatkan pengampunan di hari Arafah. Hanya sehari puasa, bisa mendapatkan pengampunan dosa untuk dua tahun. Luar biasa fadhilahnya ...

Hari Arafah pun merupakan waktu mustajabnya do’a sebagaimana disebutkan dalam hadits,

خَيْرُ الدُّعَاءِ دُعَاءُ يَوْمِ عَرَفَةَ وَخَيْرُ مَا قُلْتُ أَنَا وَالنَّبِيُّونَ مِنْ قَبْلِى لاَ إِلَهَ إِلاَّ اللَّهُ وَحْدَهُ لاَ شَرِيكَ لَهُ لَهُ الْمُلْكُ وَلَهُ الْحَمْدُ وَهُوَ عَلَى كُلِّ شَىْءٍ قَدِيرٌ

“Sebaik-baik do’a adalah do’a pada hari Arafah. Dan sebaik-baik yang kuucapkan, begitu pula diucapkan oleh para Nabi sebelumku adalah ucapan

“Laa ilaha illallah wahdahu laa syarika lah, lahul mulku walahul hamdu wa huwa ‘ala kulli sya-in qodiir “

(Tidak ada sesembahan yang berhak disembah kecuali Allah semata, tidak ada sekutu bagi-Nya. Miliki-Nya segala kerajaan, segala pujian dan Allah yang menguasai segala sesuatu)”.” (HR. Tirmidzi, hasan)

Insya Allah hari Arafah di tahun ini akan jatuh pada tanggal 25 Oktober 2012 Semoga kita termasuk orang yang dimudahkan oleh Allah untuk melakukan puasa tersebut dan meraih keutamaan di dalamnya.

    

Nak jadi ibu yang kreatif juga =)

Creative sangat ibu ni.. saat anak dia tidur, dea create banyak scene dan mesti setiap kali anak dea tidur and bangun jer akan rase ade kata lice and wonderland kan.

M.y p.r.e.s.e.n.t.a.t.i.o.n

Here are my sLide that im going to present next week . .

Estate Attachment :

Manuring

GPRC Operations : 

Lab Fertilizer & Soil Analysis

Field Trial : 

Capturing, Raising and Breeding of Barn Owl Chicks

Lab Trial : 

New Method for Soil Mechanical Analysis

Literature Review : 

Oil Palm as sustainable and socio-economical crop to alleviate poverty and improve standard of living

Data Analysis 1 :

Correlation Study of Rainfall and Yield Pattern for West Malaysia

Data Analysis 2 : 

Correlation Study of Soil and Leaf Nitrogen

After 3 month leaving Unisza

 

salam' alaik ! another 9 days is going to be my 3rd month in Genting Plantation Research Center. yaa.. it hard to be in here and it also hard to work here. to many graduates make us to compete with each other. there are always friends and they are enemies too right? it hard to keep ur friends as enemy but what to do.. as long as we have an outstanding performance, nine of us can be research executive very soon. 

some thing that i had pass through is something which is so precious and totally different scenery in past 4 years or even in past 10 years. my previous time is all about learning and thinking but now i ought to learn, do all new thing, work for others and make others work for me too. im the one who never loved or like people do my things but now i learn how to make people do task and turn to be perfectly. doing work in a team is much easier compared to when i did it alone. yes i admit there will always a lots of argueing and a lot of anger in the air but in the end, when we think positively, everything be perfectly produce. 

“By being too sensitive I have wasted my life.”

—	Arthur Rimbaud

so far from all of my project i have not done any outstanding achievement yet and true dat i am rilly disappointed with my self. it is not good but not outstanding. i always pray to be better person everyday. before i sleep, before recite doa tidur i need to thing what cloth i should where tomorrow and that is the most laziest thing i want to do. ahaha.. i have rilly now idea since the attire working in the estate is much to free style.  but when we were baju kurung will order some trouble because people will think "oh, tak nak pergi field lah tu" urrrgghhhh but its true... ahahaha... since one of my project is in the lab so i prefer to pakai baju kurung when i want to do analysis. baju kurung is very ieasy to wash =) compared with seLuar jeans ok. 

i did not only lear about thingy dat i must learn in the office but in the same time i learn a lot and alot and alot of millions new thing here. every single day must thing what to eat. yeah, i must eat to gain enough energy until my rest time. and be in here i am able to cook on my own which that is the best thing happen in the whole day. 

  

enjoy cooking so much but sometimes there is a day that i dont want to cook because i have a lot of thing to do. i need to complete my log book. i need to wash my cloth or sometime i just feel dont want to do anything. pergi kerja, buat kerja, balik kerja, mandi, mengaji dan tidur awal. that is the BEST routine i ever had here.. 

day might me so tired and some day might be too lazy and onLy one day u will be very productive. in 30 days per month, i have 1 lazy day, 1 tired day and most of the day i had, i am bersyukur sangat sbb produktif =) 

other than balik kerja buat kerja, cooking, washing my own cloth, keep the house neat and tidy i also practise to not skip mengaji. at leat 2 pages per day. i did did it every day without miss. i am so gLad everyday sbb temui ketenangan yang bertambah2 setiap hari dan rezeki dari ALLAH tak pernah putus. Now i am more appreciate my life as Islam, as Muslimah and i aLways want to be good =) pray for me ok. 

ok.. dah sampai dekat pukul 5, nanti internet connection trus tiada...

biLa hati dah tidak tenang... senang nak give up tapi sebenarnya sikit lagi nak sampai..

bertahan ye ili aisyah

16 october - ili ade Proficiency test - Doakan semoga mudah nak menghafal tentang Oil Palm

17 october - ili ade presentation untuk 3 month evaluation. semoga akan dapat fast track.

Doa kan ili yer semua =)

 p/s : emergency hug pLiesh! aha 

xoxo,